The reality
sunk in today when I went out wit my friend and my cousin….. we were acting stupid and taking pictures and my friend took a full length picture of me and I saw my self for the first time in a long time…. I saw what everybody else saw and I realized why I was single and why I had all the problems I have. I’m so big, ugly and disgusting that I immediately hated myself and felt self conscious the rest of the day….. I HAVE TO MAKE A CHANGE AND IT STARTS WITH ME.




